A Moment of Silence for WRQ 2076

WRQ 2076 had recently been involved in a very very major accident. So unhappy about it because 'he's ' been serving me for quite a period of time and I could say I spend most of the time in my car rather than at home. So emotionally attached to 2076! =((( Conquered and got lost in so many places with him. Always praising how leng zai is my car. Bringing him to car washes and rant about when minor scratches are made. Am always mesmerizing the 1st day I got him. And now that it's in a major damaged state I just felt part of me gone laaa. So not used to see him not in the front of my door in the morning. =((((((((((((((((((((((((( So many plans with him. Sigh. New set of tyres and new coat of paint.







The accident :-

So I was at this red traffic light wanting to turn. I stopped. And when it turned green I pressed on the pedal. There was a car beside me who moved too but I got better pickup so I was infront of him. As I was crossing halfway, there was a Civic (WMY 5354) came straight and bang-ed me (guessing around 80 - 100 kmph of impact). Airbag sprung out and trying so hard to control my car. I turned 90 degree to the right. Screamed in pain. Check awhile to see if i can move my hands and legs. Right leg in great pain, left ribs in major pain. Tried to open the door but it was jammed. Then I tried to off the engine but due to panic I've forgeten that I have to push the gear knob to P in order to be able to off. Kicked the door ala HK drama style and then ran out to sit on the roadside.

Few goodwill fellas came and offered help. Drama happened then, the Civic driver - indian auntie came with her so call 'witness' and scolded; saying that I beat the redlight? I was like .. WTF?? Having no energy and in pain I told her to shut up and just go report whatever she wants. Awhile later, a very kind person - Mr Aidil (Edi). Million thanks. Came and ask if I was ok and he said he witnessed the whole thing. Then the aunty came again and said we lied. So this witness argued abit with HER and apparently my witness is pissed off. He told me to phone him and call him if he needs a witness. Good fella! =)

And so friends came, dad came. Brought me to clinic and patch me up. X-Ray shows no broken bone. Thank god. Deep cut at leg though. 2-3 stitches for me. And my ribs is still hurting like hell now. No visible bruises. Inner injuries i guess. And there, I have no idea on how is the insurance gonna work now as the BIATCH had a witness I don't know how. Leg still pain occasionally but the ribs is giving me hell. And I still like you 2076! . =((

New Year Resolution =)

Let's see. I think it's a norm for anyone who owns a blog to post a new year resolution-sort post right? Here's mine. =)

2010. Am predicting that it's gonna be a year where major changes take place. Final year project. Graduation. Whatever that comes after that. Mentally, I'm ready for it! Let's just hope I'll be able to pass the challenges in reality.
On lighter notes, there are beautiful stuffs happening right now =) And am crossing fingers and hoping it would be much beautiful. Every moment is very melt-able and smiles are all over.
New Year Resolution. Well I guess that would be improving my character/attitude that is. More importantly, I really hope that I could express myself efficiently more. I sucked on that. I couldn't talk/ as chatty as every else on given circumstances. Secondly would be my procrastinating attitude. It improved alot, but not enough, yet.

2009. 2009 has been a hell year with loads of ups and downs for me. I gained some. I lost some. I lost the old me with stupid stupid emo reasons. But I gained new experiences, new perspectives on lots of things and more importantly, I found out true friends who stood by me =) . Not to forget I finally understood the great value of a family. Too late to find out? A really big thank you to whoever/whatever there is that tries to break down JunKit. Sincerely that is! Whatever that doesn't kills me makes me stronger!

I think 2009 is the year where I actually learnt and understands alot bout life. That's still a chapter from my book of life though; more to come. For starters, I learnt to look at things from multi perspectives. I learnt to take things openly and calmly. I learnt to listen to opinions and sound myself when I disagree with something. I learnt to be who I am. I learnt to be comfortable to myself and not just pleasing others (dead spot of mine.. PREVIOUSLY). I learnt to thinked two times before doing/deciding anything. I learnt to follow what my heart wants. I knew what I really need/wanted/suitable for. Shortly, I've grown up by just another digit in the age calender. =))

Wish List <3

Stuffs that I have gotten
X-Mas Gift
Trip to Melaka x 2
Trip to Singapore
Contact lens


Wishlist
Nokia E72
New set of tyres
DSLR or any camera!
New clothes!
Trip to Hong Kong/Taiwan


Ahhhh.. so far away.. I need to get some weekend jobs! Recommend me pls!

Thoughts

Sometimes I think.. and maybe thought way too much. It occurs to me at someday.. that how I see myself say.. 10 years from now. Will I be able to achieve what I've always wanted. My own dream ? .. Hmm.. what will it sustain on? My technical skills? Experiences? Characteristic and personal? .. I sometimes feel I'm not moving on anywhere except for generating ideas constantly. Sometimes I feel crap and not motivated for doing things I have no interest on.. Ah.. well.. Work hard work hard!

The road is yours to choose

So tired of all those craps already. Please try to act your age, you're a grown up now. Don't deny this and that and accept responsibilities and fault if you ever did. Making excuses once is fine, but making excuses for countless time is disappointing. You're old enough to be advised and pamper like a small fella. Take responsibility and find solutions like an adult; gain ability to take care of yoursef before taking up d responsibility to take care of other people.

Hello Bloggie =)

Ahhh been long time ever since i update the blog except for some *cough* emo *cough* entries. I mean, the reason I started this blog is to write hard breaking entries that in no way I could express out. Lol. Life changes. 2 years ago I was this emo guy back home but hey, why waste time being all saddened up and gloomy when you could use the time to do something much more useful. =) The idea of starting a blog is really great; imagine seeing back previous posts that you yourself had forgotten about it. Really showed how much you grew up and the method of handling problems(the differences of course). Though not much interaction in this blog (well, not really lots of friends knew the existance of the blog, only to close friends previously, well p n c what last time); but I'm still glad I do have a place to jot down stuffs anytime. =) *not only sad stories ok*

Well, there's this stuff that's looping and looping in my mind for few.. weeks? What's the meaning of growing up to you guys? The consequences. The responsibilities perhaps? Well, one thing that I found out is that, the responsibilities and way of handling stuffs la. I admit la when I'm young and immature, I was afraid, and denied of stuffs that I did. Lol. But growing up, being the eldest.. there's so much thing that I felt right now. The responsibilities at home la. I mean, yeah I still hang out late(youngsters ma..) but I'm never like the previous me. Whatever things that I'm trying to do, well.. I would think of family's feeling first. Like:

• Wanted to go for trips, but there's part of me who doesn't wants to because being back at home makes me feel more secure for them. At least I'm here, not that I'm able to *touch wood* do anything if anything happens. And yeah, helping out though not much. Juggling between other stuffs is exteremely hard..
  
• Not being able to purchase any materialistic stuffs. There's alot of stuffs that I wanted to get and I could afford (PSP, PS3, iPhone, I'm a gadget fella too..), but well, I knew the moment I get one of these siblings would be going "I want that too, and would be well.. asking from parents". So, materialistic stuffs for me would be something to accomplish future where they grew up a lil bit.
  
• Thinking the future of my siblings. Sigh. Like yeah I always keep this in heart as in I really hope they would get independent and be responsible more. Seeing them going blur to environment of the world now, sometimes.. makes me feel worry in heart but am trying to ask them to try things themselves; not that I'm lazy to help, but I just believe things are better if you are experiencing it yourselves. I learnt it the hard way. Makes sense what. If you couldn't find ways to solve your own personal problem, then what power/strength do you have to solve others? I know, i know, both sis are going like "You are so ngam cham edi laaa".
  
• And well, as usual, family problems.. financial etc rite? I'm in no position to judge what's right or wrong but, yup trying to see the problem, though can't help. Knowing it is better than having nothing. At least I know what's going on as I know both parents are trying hard to make us have a better life. Strive to graduate faster! Like fasterrr!!
• Relationships ended no-need-to-die-like-it's-the-end-of-the-world-one. Adui. It's like a small stone in ur life moutain! There's like tonnes of other much more meaningful stuffs. How I wish I woke up faster and no need to suffer. Seeing things further and yeah once again, million thanks to, who else but family.. and of course close friends that are with me all the time. Encouraging and such. Of course, I would be there for u guys too anytime! =)
• *Above were really thoughts of my feelings now. I know some of you might disagree with me but you guys should know how I rarely show my true self. lol. It's just my attitude that I prefer not to be all mushy and cheesy showing this infront! Lol. But .. yup it's really what I'm thinking and seeing right now*
  

That's all I could think of now; but I remembered lots more things that made me couldn't sleep ! Sorta blur now but yeah! I'm so glad I found back the old me. Improved one though! The all-new-face-lifted-jk! LOL. Same engine different look! But yup, I'm still me la.. lazying around whenever I have the chance, and yup procrastinating still kicks. Sigh final year ahhhh. =(

%^&^%$#^%$@#@$

Last minute got told to send stock at around 5am, so alrite sent and slept at around 8am. And exactly 11am there's this Celebrity Fitness gym survey center who called and asked for feedback. I joined the free trial. Apparently, Celebrity Fitness outsourced it's survey department to some Indonesia company as the number called was uber long. No offense to my Indonesian friend but this dude here really needs to brush up his English and understanding level to work in this department. Bonus with his strong Indonesian accent which I had trouble catching it.Annoyingggggg!!

Me: Hell0o?
Dude: Harlloo. Mr. Chin Jun Kit? I am calling to survey about the Celebrity Fitness trial that you have went for the free trial.
Me: *Sighs..* Alrite.
Dude: So, you went with Mr. Mershanniii ?
Me: Huh? Nop.
Dude: It's Mr. Mershannii rite?
Me: Nooo.
Dude: Ok ok alrite. So what's your err.. impression of our gym?
Me: *making up excuse as not to join* I'm not really interested in joining because it's too crowded during my time of availability.
Dude: Oohh. So.. what's your impression ?
Me: ...I told you..
Dude: Impression?
Me: ............
Dude: Oh ok ok, so what do you think we can do to improve our equipments?
Me: Get more popular equipments that are constantly used by the crowd. Bla bla...
Dude: Oh ... so what can we do to improve our equipments?
Me: ...... *Bangs head*
Dude: *Senses frustating mode* Ok, ok thank you for your time. Goodbye =)

Super swt!! If not for my frustating tone I guess the phone call will last till..I don't know when!